Biafran War: I Saw It With My Naked Eyes – Anthony Ogbo

0
119
Anthony Ogbo, (Nigeria Moment).
Nonetheless, the most compelling opinion remains an eyewitness account of the individuals who fought in the region called Biafra; those victims who survived the refugee camps, who thrived in forest region of various villages for thirty months under thunderous sounds of shelling booms, and rattling of the raffles.

Ever since the death of Ikemba Odumegwu Ojukwu, the print, electronic and the social media have been agog with analysis and historical compositions about this leader, and his unfulfilled dreams of Biafran nationhood. With commentaries controlled by emotions, and different socio-political interests, it becomes difficult at times to comprehend the physical and psychological realities of a three year bloody combat that decimated the people of Eastern Nigeria, their culture, and their prospects as a region.

Psychologically speaking, it is obvious that different experiences underscore different analysis. For instance, those Nigerians who lived during this war and never experienced it speak from Google and Wikipedia. Those who remained overseas while the Igbo people in Eastern Nigeria underwent a genocide would speak from Timelife documentaries; and those who saw, or fought the war in Biafra would speak with emotions, or anger.

Nonetheless, the most compelling opinion remains an eyewitness account of the individuals who fought in the region called Biafra; those victims who survived the refugee camps, who thrived in forest region of various villages for thirty months under thunderous sounds of shelling booms, and rattling of the raffles.

Biafran War - What I Saw With My Naked Eyes2

I was a child victim of the Biafran civil war, and my testimony came from memory rather than Google. As a 6-year old before the war, and a 9-year old after, who also survived the post war era, it is sometimes difficult to sit  on the same panel of discussion with peers who lived normal lives in the same period, in the war-free Nigerian territory. They would make you feel guilty, or look at you as some unpatriotic nincompoop – a Biafran loyalist that is. Sometimes they argue from the rear in shear fallacy, or even recite doctored Internet information or adulterated opinions retrieved from nowhere.

Without reaching any search tools, I can speak from memory of this horrible past that I saw it all with my naked eyes. I was in Kindergarten when the initial war campaign started, and Coal City was under bombardment by fighter and bomber jets operated by White mercenaries.  Trenches were dug in the school s to provide save areas against fighter plane attacks. The teachers would always remove our white shirts, and throw us into these trenches anytime the bomb alerts went off. This was the initial stage.

As a child during that war, I witnessed dead bodies, wounded soldiers, hungry and sick refugees eager to eat just about anything. In Achalla, Awka province, where I survived the war, refugees trooped in thousands, and relief workers fed them with corn meal. A bowl a day could do for a person, and when supplies ran out, refugees walked round the town for anything chewable. I saw refugees feed on lizards, insects, rats and just about anything that could ease a devastating need for survival. I also saw sick ones who got so sick out of malnutrition or other strange diseases. This was the time I knew about Kwashiorkor –  an severe energy malnutrition typified by insufficient protein consumption.  It was a sorry sight to see my fellow kids crawling with protruded bellies, and emaciated body frames visibly revealing their ribs.

 

As a child I stood awake with others, sleepless at nights for fear of unexpected bombardment. I knew what assault riffles looked like; saw how bombers descended from nowhere and dropped bombs at market places. Yes, I can recall the day we were playing kite in grand dad’s gigantic compound and two bomber planes descended from nowhere and flew over. The noise alone could till a rocky ground – then as these flying equipments vanished into a cloudy sky, a shocking sound trailed. Moments, later we learnt that a busy Otuocha Market was bombed, and bodies were crushed like roaches – eloquent of the fact that the Nigerian troops targeted civilians. This was just a tip out of a devastating 30-month horrific experience as a child who did not go to the war field, but suffered it all.

Yet the worst was yet to come after the war in 1970. We were hauled back to a city we left three years back. A city now devastated by the war was left without basic amenities. School buildings, churches, and homes were torn apart by shelling and other destructive devises of the war. I attended school under the trees at times and classes shifted at intervals to secure a comfortable shadowed spot. Pupils brought their desks to school because there was just none in schools at the time.  Kids went to school barefooted, while others stayed home because their parents could not afford tuition, books and uniforms.

Now, this was the war I saw, and survived. Yet it is more distressing to have gone through this ordeal as a child without a single post-war traumatic therapy. I could just close my eyes and think of what it is like for a young child to be in traumatic situations. He can feel totally helpless and passive. He could have the most difficulty with their intense physical and emotional reactions; he could just lose out in the process of coping with ongoing threats to his survival; he could not afford to trust, relax or fully explore his own feelings, ideas or interests.

Young trauma victims often come to believe there is something inherently wrong with them; that they are at fault, unlovable, hateful, helpless and unworthy of protection and love. Such feelings lead to poor self-image, self abandonment, and self destructiveness. Ultimately, these feelings could leave them vulnerable to subsequent trauma. Yet, here I am still standing, pledging allegiance to NIGERIA with all sense of patriotism—a nation still being governed by some of the leaders that masterminded the devastating genocide I survived almost 41 years ago. Now, for those who do not understand what this means to an average IGBO man, and who would sit down and utter insensitive analysis  about the realities of this war without consideration of the unnoticed ravages of its outcome; I will say bring it on.

■  Excerpts from a documentary, BIAFRAN WAR – WHAT I SAW  WITH MY NAKED EYES;Culled from International Guardian, December 14, 2011. Anthony Ogbo is the Managing Editor of  Guardian News Inc.

NO COMMENTS